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Shopping Day ♥ ;)

Shopping day with Iris today :)

We went to Harbour Town this morning and Surfers Paradise for 'brunch' this afternoon :D!

Bought a lot of things today!

YAY! :]

Bought my xiiao huang (Little Yellow) - Nike ^^

3 pairs of socks from Adidas

(I thought is Grey, but mana tahu ... It's baby blue @@"!)

The other sneaker from Rubi

and a fleece from FILA.

-Picture will be updated next post :D!-

The 555th posts in my blog!

WOW!

quite a long time never update my blog :)

Hello peoples !

How are you? :)

Hola.

15 days to go ....

My final exam is coming soon!

OH NO!

My first final exam in GRIFFITH UNIVERSITY!

Oops.

but, seriously it is really WEIRD!

guess what,

my Business Law exam is held in a place call "Shark Club" .

It is a football association club .___.

well,

need to find a way to reach the place before 8.30am

which my final exam start.

ahahahaha.

Saturday night I changed my MSN messenger display picture to a 6 seconds short video.

The video is freaking FUNNY!

and the ACTRESS is me, myself. XD

I rolled my eye ball for 6 seconds and at the end ..

my eyes got abit shoot bird -.-

then I feel dizzy and headache afterwords.

LOL!

but,

It's funny and CUTE okay ? xD"!

I'm just trying to entertain my friends in my msn contacts :D

Laugh more = GOOD FOR YOUR HEALTH :)

HEHEHEHE.

I'm just feeling like ...

GO BANANAS!

-The End-

OH!

BOOM!

Hello people.

"BOOM"

I cut my hair Tuesday night.

I mean, fringe :)

Holy crap.

I suppose to trim it shorter,

but,

I really don't know why I can't recognise left and right when I cut it with the scissors.

T_______________T

supposed to be short from right to left ..

but,

I cut until left to right -_- ...

at the end,

I trim it ...

and it turns into STRAIGHT FRINGE

omfg....

They say this fringe suit me and looks CUTE..

WHAT?!

fine ...

-___________________-

ALOHA :D

Hey peoples. :)

How are ya!

I paid 5 bucks to park my car in the university's multi-level car park!

But seriously,

this is the worth to pay! At least for TODAY! :)

because IT's RAINING HEAVILY!

OH MY GOSH ~!

I'm so tired now.

Exhausting = = ... ...

going to take a nap now! :)

Hey! It's Tuesday =)

Yay! it's Tuesday and yes, there's nothing to be excited -.-

Well,

wake up at 9 in the morning and driving out to shopping at 9.45.

Sometimes,

It's really works.

Drive the car out to some where (perhaps a mall or a park or anywhere)

then walk alone in the crowd of people.

(Well, that's not many people in the mall and because it's Tuesday)

(people are working and schooling)

After shop for few hours, (okay, it's only around 2 hours)

I feel really good and refresh.

(This is the very first time I shop alone by myself)

well, quite cool!

want to walk in which shop, then just walk in.

want to go home? just walk to the car park, take the car key out and drive home.

Bought few clothes :)

winter winter and winter is coming to the coast.

the degree in the day maintain between 17 - 22 degree celcius.

and the night is between 10 - 15 degree.

okay, got the final exam timetable and it SUCKS to the MAX.

16 June 2011 (Thursday)

Business Law - 8.30a.m.

(WHAT?! IN THE FREAKING MORNING AND IT'S JUNE!!! IT'S WINTER! OMFG)

17 June 2011 (Friday)

Financial Accounting - 1.30p.m.

(in the afternoon? not too bad :) BUT, WHY LAW AND FINANCIAL ACCOUNTING NEED TO STICK TOGETHER?! T____________T)

18 June 2011 (Saturday)

Language and Communication for Business and Commerce - 8.30am

(I HATE EXAM IN THE MORNING OF 8.30 AND IT'S SATURDAY!!!!!)

23 June 2011 (Thursday)

Corporate Finance - 5.30pm

(Since uni love to stick all my subjects together, why not this one also move earlier? -.- 5.30pm, no comment about the time, but IT'S WINTER! IT'S COLD! ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG)

I AM SICK ☃

I AM SICK.

Continuous SNEEZING since yesterday morning.

My NOSE is HURT.

The SKIN CELL around my mouth is HURT as well.

I feel so freaking sick right now.

I bet I got a bit fever now.

Still sneezing, still flu, still not feeling well.

Raining since early in the morning,

the weather is killing me too.

I feel cold,

with the degree celsius outside.

I'm sick like a heck,

and I still need to cook porridge for myself as meal.

HOLY S.

Seriously,

I prefer to be sick in Penang rather than in Australia.

I REMEMBER THAT WHEN I'M STILL IN PENANG,

(When I'm small and young)

Papa will bring me to see doctor when going to fetch mama from work,

then papa will stop at Sunshine Square there,

and mama will buy me the Cinnamon Bun for me !!!

Then, grandma will help me to put those egg white on my face and body to relieve the heat from my body,

make will burn those red and white paper into the water for me to drink.

Korkor will open POKEMON and watch with me together in the living room,

and then he will take my pillow and blanket for me to sleep on the sofa in living room.

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POOR ME.

Why am I suffering with my sick and staying alone in Australia right now.

and I'm really worry and don't wish that the ear infection come back to me again.

It's freaking suffer for being a half deaf people -.-

and it really HURTS.

Why I only have panadol, nurofen (both pain killer), cough medicine, sore throat medicine ...

and even SLEEPING PILLS!

but,

why I don't have any FLU and RUNNING NOSE medicine in my lil basket for medicine ?!

T_________________________________T

*Gonna eat porridge for the entire day and keep drinking water cause my lips is cracking = ="*

Happy Mother's Day ♥ 8.May.2011 ✿

Today is Mother's Day again :)

Hello, Mama!

Today is your day again! :)

Mama, I love you like I always do! ♥

You are the BEST in the world that can never be replace by anyone.

You spend most of your life with working.

Working to earn money and raise us up.

You and papa gave us the BEST life :)

We grew up in a family that full with Love and Care.

Which is the most precious things in the world,

because no matter how much money a person own,

they will never get the real Love and Care from MONEY.

Being children of you and papa are the luckiest thing since when we came to this world. ♥

You and papa fulfil everything that we need, we want and we demand.

Whatever that I want to get,

you and papa will get it for me no matter how expensive it worth.

When I'm still a little girl who studying in Kindergarten and Primary school,

You and papa always buy those things that I say I want it.

Eg. Boxes of Lego, Soft toys, Teddy bears, Winnie The Pooh, alot of toys, and all those cute stuff.

When I got my first mobile phone after UPSR and those time in Secondary school,

I almost get a new phone every year.

Once I say I want to get a white colour PSP,

you bought it for me without saying "That wont help in your studies" , "Don't spend time on game, GO STUDY!", "Go TUITION!", "No computer, no online-games, only STUDY"

(All this sentences usually come from other's parents mouth, but not US.)

I've been lucky because I never been force by you and papa for attending those tuition class that crowded with students before. ♥

You and papa also will never compare us to the next door kids. ♥

(99% of parents will say "who who who's son/daughter exam is better than you" "they got how many A's in their exam, and why are you so stupid and can't even go to the first few class")

BLAH! BLAH! BLAH!

and yea, you gave us pocket money every week when we're in Primary and Secondary school.

We never asked more money from you and papa just because,

we only need to spend those money to get food in the school's canteen.

Seriously, those canteen food is really cheap.

Well, you and papa even buy MOL points for me and korkor to buy cash in MapleSEA.

both of you will asked us "do you have enough credit in your mobile phone? do you need to reload?" at least once a week since I got my first mobile phone.

When hanging out, you also will gave us extra pocket money just to let us get whatever we want.

All those money you pay for us, and why do we need more and more money?

Since when I came to Australia,

I never asked money $$$ from you and papa before,

because you and papa are the one who asking me "Do you have enough money to use?" ♥

(Almost every time when we Skype :D)

When I say I want to get a Nintendo DS,

both of you will even ask me "Do you have enough money in your bank to spend ?"

After the Nintendo DS, followed by the iPod touch, Crumpler bag, etc.

And the next one will be MacBook Pro when I go back to Malaysia end of this year :x

(YES, I AM SHOWING OFF THAT I GOT THIS KIND OF PARENTS THAT ALREADY EXTINCT IN THIS EARTH. LOL. YOU BETTER JEALOUS ME, OR I WILL MAKE YOU JEALOUS ME ! MUAHAHAHAHHAA. LOL. ♥)

I'm really lucky to be born and grew up in this family. ♥

I'm proud to say that I'm your daughter. ♥

And yes,

I'm not from a super rich family,

But,

WHO CARES?

I got the BEST from my family. ♥

I got cares, loves and everything from my PARENTS without making any words from my mouth. ♥

Mama,

You got a pair of magician hand that can do everything.

You can cook the BEST dishes without looking at a recipe book ! ♥

You can sew and even make clothes with the sewing machine!
(Papa, time to repair the sewing machine LOL!)

You are the most AMAZING, GREAT, FANTASTIC, BRILLIANT mum on this earth.

Super mama ♥

Random 1 :

I remember when I'm small,

everynight I want to brush my teeth with you together!

Awww, HOW CUTE IS THAT?!

I even remember that I will angry you if you didn't squeeze the toothpaste on my toothbrush or you didn't wait for me to brush my teeth together.

(Angry in this sentence doesn't mean that THROWING things to floor or etc. It just kind of KID's emotion. like "Hmp~ I don't want to talk with you" and after 10 seconds, started to talk again.)

Random 2 :

Mama, do you realise or know that ...

everytime when you make cream puff, I will steal some to eat ...

I mean those dough just after you mixed them up ... -____- ...

I also don't know why I love to eat "RAW" dough.

Lol.

(It's kind of weird, but this is in my head now and I just feel that is funny for a person like me to do this kind of things out. Lol)

P/S : I only do that when I'm in primary school, I didn't eat any RAW dough now. =__= ..

Random 3 :

I really love when you're not working.

Because when I finished school and reached home,

you will prepared a table of dishes for us to eat ! ♥

Random 4 :

When I'm in primary school,

every morning mama will help me tight all my hair up before I go to school. ♥

The main point is, I never see my mama with long hair before.

I mean in real!

although mama's photo when she's young all LONG HAIR! ><~

Random 5 :

When I'm in primary school,

I love mama spoon feed me. I AM SERIOUS.

I like mama feed me, I just like it. ♥

(Not everyday, not every meal, just SOMETIMES.)

Random 6 :

When in Secondary's school.

Form 3,

The heart part in Science is my mama taught me.

Those arteries, Veins, where the blood flow in and out.

I can still remember that you drew me the heart and explain to me! ♥

Random 7 :

All my Kemahiran Hidup's homework is mama did for me.

Those sewing things. LOL ♥

Well, I still love cross-stitch :D

Random 8 :

Mama, I want to eat your home-made ice-cream cake!

I want to eat homemade mooncake, especially DURIAN one!

I want to eat home cooked TOM YUM PRAWN!

I want to eat herbal egg that cooked by mama!

I want to eat alot of things that mama cooked!

(AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. okay, you gonna cook for me when I go back to Malaysia :P) ♥♥

Okay, I gonna stop those random things.

I'm just BLAH! every secret out. Lol

Dear mama,

I really wish to spend all the time to be with you and by your side.

Although I can't make it now, but I will study hard and no more fooling around and giving myself alots of crap reason for just getting a pass to pass all my degree courses.

You never force me and this is what I feel that I should get a better result then I can only get a better carrier, and at last I can take care of you and papa.

Everytime I know that you don't want to tell us things just because you don't want us to be worry.

But, I'm your daughter.

You should tell me everything instead of saying "I don't want you to worry me"

Again, I AM YOUR DAUGHTER.

worry you is a kind of my job since when you bring me to this world.

Why can you worry me and why can't I worry you?

Just let me know everything when we skype, okay?

If you hide everything up and don't want to tell me, it only will make me more worry about you.

I hate those who BULLY you.

You're just too kind and you will never attack back when other's attacked you.

but no worries, I will be strong and protect you!

I'm not going to kill the person or do anything that lead to crime.

But, I will use my brain and knowledge to let them know bully you = bully me and give them some lessons without making a crime scene or lead them to dead.

(LOL. studying too much law nowadays and I know I sound weird :x)

Sometimes,

I really hope that the time can stop to make you growing old.

After I finished my studies,

is the time for me to take care of you and papa.

and it is also the time for you to stop working and enjoy the colour of this world.

Enjoy your life with papa,

you two should really go to travel without worrying us that much.

I promise,

once I finished my studies.

It is also the time for me to take all the responsibilities up and take care of you and papa.

Once again,

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY and

MAMA, I LOVE YOU. ♥

妈妈，我爱你 ♥

The First Time.✿

The letter from QIBT.

My Diploma of Commerce's Certificate.

And ..

TA-DA-!

Award for Academic Excellence in Diploma of Commerce!

YAY! *Claps hand* :D

Seriously,

This is the first time I've been awarded with this kind of HONOR.

*Hehs. Laughing like an insane in front of the laptop.

I never went to those so called "First Class" or those "Famous School" before.

I'm just a very normal student in school.

I'm neither an active student, nor a hardworking student.

I past my kindergarten, primary and secondary school with an ordinary life.

I past 2 years in kindergarten without remember anyone from the same class with me.

(I think this is normal ay? well, I'm only a 5 years old kid at that time. what do you expect me to remember?)

6 years of primary school life.

still, never went to those so called "FIRST CLASS" before.

although my results is really NOT TOO BAD all the way.

In my memories,

I'm class monitor when I'm in primary school.

I'm short

and I've been chosen to be participate in those kind of competition.

well,

I'm still ordinary.

After that,

5 years of secondary school's life.

still ordinary,

and it even more ordinary than in my primary school's life.

never have any kind of position in school.

and still ..

never went to those so called "FIRST CLASS".

I'm not a Science stream student,

and so what?

who the heck that told you that only students from science stream that can be success?

STOP DREAMING,

STOP FORCING YOUR KID TO SCIENCE STREAM.

USELESS.

Let me told you,

YES - science stream students can become DOCTORS, VET and those jobs that can earn BIG MONEY $$$.

BUT, DON'T FORGET

THIS IS A BUSINESS WORLD.

from art stream doesn't mean that we are useless.

we just don't like to force ourself to study those kind of biology, chemistry and physics.

If you think you're cool to answer somebody when they ask you about

"Hey, which stream are you studying in your school now?

"I'm in Science Stream."

DOES THIS MAKE YOU FEEL PROUD?

(I'm not giving any opinion from my point in this question, because I'm not from Science Stream who always studying hard to win win win win win in the school for their parents and themselves to feel proud. )

*I AM SO SORRY, I'M FROM ART STREAM*

A lot of people think "science class" is cool, and "perdagangan" (business/ art stream) is for those students who CANNOT GET INTO science class just because of their result was NOT GOOD ENOUGH (which mean sucks) than those SCIENCE STREAM STUDENTS.

okay.

I'm not saying that study in SCIENCE STREAM is not good.

I'm not helping art stream students say anything.

I just type everything out from my opinion.

well, If you like and really interest in those chemistry, physics, biology.

Just, go ahead.

studying something that you like and interest is much more easier than forcing yourself to study those things that you will never interest in.

life is short, don't force yourself to waste and spend half of your life for doing those things that you don't like and interest at all.

I trust that there's fate in this world,

but, it only 10% for me.

the other 90% ?

where they go?

they are in your hand.

This world don't have completely stupid or idiot.

everyone come to this world with their own mission and,

everyone have their own forte in someway.

go find out what's your forte.

Today,

I achieved my first honor from my diploma studies.

and yes, I'm greedy.

After the first honor, and I feel like I'm going to do something for myself.

This certificate proof that,

I've got my first success in my studies life.

and it also show me that,

after this two years studying in Australia,

everything is worth.

I will never REGRET for coming to Australia for my studies.

I grew up a lot since then I came here,

my life changed.

2 years ago,

At the moment when I said

"Yes, I want to go Australia for 4 years to continue my studies"

My life changed.

That's a BIG turning point in my life.

and it's a good turning point, perhaps?

Depress and Dissatisfy

I saw my result last night,

and

I'm not satisfy with my result at all.

Although everyone told me that,
"you already passed all subjects, what do you aiming for? a distinction or a high distinction in degree year 2 ? No no no, that's kind of impossible. Just go for a credit, that's more than enough to survive in university."

Even I just told Dai Yee about my result,

she also said that,

"That's good, you got 2 distinction and 1 credit in the mid-sem exam"

Well,

My Language and Communication for Business and Commerce,

I got 16 out of 20 for the Oral Presentation.

(Which everybody told me that I did well in the presentation,

I don't really satisfy with the marks, I think I can do better in the presentation.

But, NERVOUS spoiled everything. The tutor give me a very good appraisal.

My appraisal,

Strengths :

- Good confident speech

- You tried to speak rather that read which showed you understood the article and that you had rehearsed.

- Good pronunciation of difficult words

- Nice explanation of points and good interactive questions and examples.

But the areas in need of improvement:

- You spoke a bit fast perhaps due to nerves?

And, I got 4 out of 5 marks for the participation marks in class.

total up, I got 20 marks out of 25 marks, which is a 80% in percentage format.

I'm not satisfy with this as well,

because, I should do in a much more better way instead of only get this kind of marks.

*Well, I'm the highest marks in my class. So what? I just feel that, I didn't achieve a marks that I should get. I'm just .......... shouldn't get this kind of marks.

My financial accounting only got (38 out of 50 marks)

-I got full marks 25 in the short answer question,

but heck, I only got 13 out of 25 in the freaking Multiple Choice Question.

(Told ya, I don't have the luck to simply circle and get all correct in MCQ.

I'm kind of person that need to write them off, and show that I'm really good and understand in the question)

Overall, I got 76% if in percentage for the mid-semester result.

Although this counted as a distinction, but it's only a distinction with 76%.

My Corporate Finance is SUCKS.

40 Multiple Choice Question,

I only got 28 correct and it's only 70% in the percentage format.

Which mean I only get a credit in my mid-semester exam for Corporate Finance.

Business Laws' mark not yet release,

but I don't give any hope on that, because I did the worse in Business Laws' mid-semester exam.

Pass is for sure, but then ...

*SIGH*

I'm really feel so DEPRESS and DISSATISFY with my results.

I need to work hard in the final exam to achieve a HIGHER marks and pull all the marks up.

I know that I'm greedy.

When I'm in Kindergarten, Primary and Secondary school, I never think of marks.

I don't study, I just go for the exam and achieve marks, then, that's it.

I never think of get A+, A-, B+ or anything.

but when I came to Australia study,

everything change.

During Foundation which back to 2 years before, 2009 June.

I just feel like, well,

credits is not bad, distinction and high distinction of course better.

first semester just gave myself reason that
"It's only first semester, anything la , cincai la."

once I get a Distinction in my communication skills I,

I skipped the communication skills II and straight away jump to the Academic Skills which is a Diploma subject but I done it in my Foundation semester 2, and I passed the subjects in Distinction as well.

Diploma which back to last year, 2010.

I starting greedy, starting wish to achieve every subjects in Distinction and High Distinction.

well, I did it.

And get a very good GPA.

I got 6.3 out of 7 for my GPA.

which is really good, since I'm an Asian who studying in a western country.

I never think of "FAIL" this word in my studies until now.
(Foundation, Diploma and now, Degree.)

I knew that I sure pass in all subjects, just let's see which grade that I can achieve for.

Back to February, 2011.

Stress, Pressure and Tension first came into my study life.

and **** it, I starting to get insomnia every night.

physically tired like WTH, but mentally still working and I also don't know what am I thinking.

I starting to convince myself that

"Credit or a pass is more than enough to let me survive in degree life."

but then somehow, now I get my result for mid-semester exam,

I just can't get through myself to accept this kind of results.

I just can't stand with the word "Pass" and "Credit".

Grades never showed in the certificate, why am I so stubborn?

I don't know. I just feel like this is what I should do.

I want to relax myself and stop thinking about this things,

watch movie? listen to music? skype with family? chat in msn? play games in facebook? hang out with friend in the gold coast and brisbane? go have a good sleep? eat?

yes, they do help, but, once I stopped do this kind of things.

the freaking feeling is back again and again.

they just don't want to leave me alone and let me cheer myself up.

Yes, Degree year 2 is really very difficult if compare to foundation and diploma.

but, I don't even know what am I thinking now.

forget about it..

Papa, Mama and family.

PLEASE DON'T WORRY ABOUT ME,

I JUST RELEASE THOSE MOOD WITH WORDS IN THIS POST.

I'M ALRIGHT,

REALLY, I'M ALRIGHT.